Its so hard to explain the obsessive loop I get into. My brain just cannot rest. You would think creative ideas are a good thing. And they are, until they interrupt what’s supposed to be a casual stress free night of watching tv. I couldn’t stop until what was in my head was on the canvass. Sounds like a luxury problem, but it’s actually uncomfortable. Instead of hearing voices, I see images of what I should try to create over and over. Is this part of mental illness too? I really don’t know.